Caddie and Rosie are inseparable best friends until the day
that Suzanne shows up. Initially, Suzanne is clearly Roz’s
friend, but Caddie wishes she could know the dangerous and carefree Suzanne
better. And, as if to answer her wish,
Suzanne opens up and confides to Caddie, but it is a bit more than Caddie expects.
Suzanne
comes from an abusive home and as Caddie learns more, she wants to help the
girl and be a good friend. But Caddie is definitely out of her depth and
her parents, Roz, and even Suzanne herself try to warn her away. Caddie however is in too deep, unable to
reject her new friend and unable to judge that things have gone too far.
While slow starting, I was taken in by the familiarity of
the story. Of how urgent everything
seemed in adolescence and how hard it was to tell just how far friendship
should go. Like Caddie, I often
flattered myself imagining that I had the knowledge and skills to take care of
any problem I came across. And I didn’t
know when to get help and when to pull back.
So, to say I related to Caddie’s anxiety about doing the right thing and
being a good friend is a bit of an understatement.
As the story progressed, I ended up really caring for these
three girls and the bond they have. The signs
of destruction are everywhere, and Barnard so realistically depicts the
development of these friendships that it all seemed quite believable. Suzanne can be disgustingly manipulative, but
it is easy to see how Caddie and Rosie exploit the situation as well. And those tangled threads were very seductive
to read.