Some Mistakes Were Made, by Kristin Dwyer

When Ellis's family began to fall apart, she found herself spending more and more time at her friend Easton's house.  An old friend of Ellis's father, Easton's mother Sandry virtually adopted Ellis; feeding her and giving her a place to stay.  Ellis even had her own room in the house, but she preferred to crawl into Easton's bed every night for platonic spooning.

But then a tragic series of events occurred, where members of Ellis's family betrayed Easton's family and Ellis was sent to live far away with a distant aunt.  Now, a year later, Ellis has been invited back to help celebrate Sandry's birthday.  While reluctant, Ellis decides to come and face the memories of her young years and re-visit the hurt she felt when she was sent away.  The complex dynamics of Ellis and Easton's relationship are dredged up and just about everyone has pain to share.

This is one of these YA stories that I can see teens loving for the pathos and the pain, but a grownup reader is just going to cringe.  The problems start with the extremely toxic nature of Ellis and Easton's relationship -- full of blame and anger, but completely unable to truly accept personal responsibility.  It's a natural outgrowth of the unhealthy codependency they built up.  And the fault quickly spreads to their families -- not only Ellis's neglectful and selfish parents but also Easton's family.  What parent would allow unrelated adolescents to sleep together in their house for years?  To the extent that there is any development of the adult characters, it seems that they are basically checked out on their parenting duties.

It isn't that just some mistakes were made.  It's that a lot of mistakes were made and compounded again and again.  And that these characters can dredge up their grudges and their bitter memories repeatedly doesn't make for uplifting reading.  So, yes, there's plenty of pain here, but you just wish that they would all just walk away from each other.   With the volume of past bad decisions, the characters' inability to forgive, and everyone's tendency to repeat and recycle the same stuff again and again, this is plain exhausting.  I kept hoping for a breakthrough, but it just never comes.  

So, young readers, pay attention:  this novel may have "all the feels" but it is a textbook for what bad relationships, child neglect, and a general inability to grow look like.  It is well enough written, but the overwhelmingly unhealthy nature of the relationships depicted was a huge turn off.

Kestrel Takes Flight, by Joy McCullough

Kestrels are small, but fierce raptors that are capable of finding homes in a wide variety of places -- a point that sixth-grader Kestrel notes with pride.  One night Kestrel gets her own opportunity to prove it.  Her mother spirits her out of the house that they share with Kestrel's grandfather.  They end up at a unique center where Karelians, a special type of dog bred for interacting with bears, are trained to help keep humans and bears separated.  It's fascinating work and for a good cause but Kestrel is terrified of dogs and immediately misses her grandfather.

With time, Kestrel settles in her new home and becomes more comfortable with the dogs, learning their nuances and how to interact with them.  At the same time, she grows to understand that her grandfather was actually abusing them and that she is better off in her new home.

Told in prose verse, this story about overcoming emotional abuse and finding a new family plays all the appropriate emotional notes in an age-appropriate way.  The verse itself is disappointing.  It lacks any particularly memorable passages, being more of a sketch draft of the story where short sentences replace storytelling.  It leaves gaps in storytelling and covers a multitude of narrative flaws, but feels superficial and unfinished.

K-Jane, by Lydia Kang

Living in white-bread Nebraska, there are not a lot of Koreans around and Jane has always been more into the Huskers and American food than anything to do with Korea. Her white friends are actually far more interested than she is in all things Korean (K-pop, K-dramas, and K-beauty).  But with the impending birth of her baby brother, Jane suddenly feels that she and her incipient sibling have been deprived of their heritage and she becomes committed to rectifying that.

Her solution is to research aspects of Korean culture and create videos about them.  She knows better than to post them to a general audience and simply shares them with her cousins.  But what starts as a small little hobby becomes so all-consuming that soon it is impacting Jane's school work and affecting her friendships.  And when her parents find out, they are none too pleased -- and that is become the videos accidentally get released to the world and go viral!

Looking at the cover, I feared that the book would be heavy with pop references and light on character development and almost didn't check it out.  But I actually found that it was actually the reverse and enjoyed it a good deal. There's plenty Korean stuff in the book, but the message in the end is that one isn't obligated to know one's background or like things just because they are considered cultural treasures.  In sum, a light and fun read with a classic YA message about finding one's place within one's culture.  

Winter White: A Modern Retelling of Shakespeare's The Winter's Tale, by Annie Cardi

Pia and her brother Max live off the grid in rural Maine with their father.  The highlight of Pia's life in the semi-annual trips that she gets to take into town with her father.  Otherwise, both Pia and Max are kept at home and not allowed to see other people.  

But when an accident happens and father is not able to do his various chores, he reluctantly allows Pia to take the truck and run deliveries of eggs and wool for him into town.  Quickly, Pia begins to understand that the deliveries are not really farm products.  Dad's running a lab and supplying the local junkies with Fentanyl.  And if they are surviving on the proceeds of drug production, she starts to wonder what else he is hiding from them.

At the same time she makes these discoveries, the trips into town help her meet a few local young people and befriend them.  While her father's warnings to stay away from strangers ring in her ears, her curiosity about other young people override her raising.  And when she meets a boy named Felix, it sparks recognition of a past that has been locked away in her mind for the past ten years.

While described as a "retelling" of Shakespeare, there is only a thin connection between this novel and the play.  It might be better described as being inspired by the story.  Character names are similar and the idea of past events coming to affect the present is part of both stories.  But the settings, the situations, and the lack of a comedic angle in the novel to match the play's second half make this a very different story.  Even the miracle ending (so famous in the play) is only a passing aside in this book.  I'd have hardly drawn the connection without having it called out.

But in the end, none of this really matters.  This is a good story with a strong protagonists, an interesting love interest, very tense family setting, and enough impending dread to keep the pages turning, especially towards the end.  I enjoyed it all.

All We Once Had, by Katy Upperman

Three years ago, Piper and Henry shared a moment at the apartment pool one night.  It was a magical moment that did not repeat.  Henry was at the end of a short visit to see his Dad and the next day, he was gone.  Piper thought she'd never see him again, but now Henry has returned to town.

He's come back with some emotional baggage.  A bad breakup and trouble at home has led his mother to shipping him to his Dad for the summer.  Dad's a wild guy, running a local sports bar and quick to offer everyone a drink and partake alongside them.  He's the opposite of responsible parenting, but Henry doesn't need much parenting -- he's straight edge and preparing himself for entering West Point.  He just needs to get his head on straight.

The situation could not be any more different for Piper and her older sister Tati, who was forced six years ago to become Piper's guardian after the death of their parents.  Tati overcompensates for the lack of their parents by running a strict house.  Piper responds to this by acting up and sparring constantly with her sister.

Opposites attract though as everyone learns to straighten out their lives and live happily ever after.  The overly rosy happy ending ties up every a bit too neatly and detracts from an actually good story about forgiveness and moving on.  I cringed a bit when the Henry's Dad and Tati started dating and Henry himself was a bit too squeaky clean for me.  But if you like awkward parental dating and perfect boyfriends, you'll swoon for this story!  That's being a bit unfair though as there is a fair amount of substance here, just in a pretty safe for younger teens way.

Reason We Break, by Jesmeen Kaur Deo

Rajan is back home on probation after a stint in juvie for a variety of crimes including murder, committed when he was a member of the Lion's Share -- a local Indo-Chinese gang.  Now that he's back, his probation officer wants to keep him away from his gangbanger friends.  Part of that is getting him through school, which will be a challenge because Rajan has always struggled with math.

Simran's an overachiever, brilliant at school, and a volunteer at a local outreach that helps people on probation. She gets assigned to help Rajan with his studies.  She already knows Rajan from school, but mostly from reputation.  And she has a sense that Rajan is not as bad as they say.  Always a bit of a softie for charity cases, she's committed to saving him -- a decision that scandalizes her friends and their Sikh community.  Even casually associating with Rajan could ruin her reputation.  Rajan, they say, is nothing but trouble.  Rajan's definitely in plenty of trouble.  He owes money and has no way to come up with it in time to save himself.  There's not a lot of space here for romance.  

So far, so West Side Story...but Simran has an unexpected trick up her sleeve. The gang needs someone with math skills and Simran might just have what they need.  Without Rajan's knowledge she offers her skills to the gang to free Rajan of his obligations.  But doing so will cost her much more than she realizes.  And by the time Rajan realizes what she's done, it's too late and it has dragged them both into the middle of a gang war.

Good girl bad boy hookups are fun stuff and the Romeo and Juliet doomed romance is classic, but when the honors student turns out to have the negotiating skills of a Corleone, things start to get really interesting.  It's a premise that sounds really implausible on its face, but within the novel it works really well.  And full of the color of its setting within the Canadian Sikh community, this is a really distinctive story.

The Glass Girl, by Kathleen Glasgow

Bella knows how to party.  And she's great with her friends on a Friday night.  But she also likes to drink at home.  It mellows her out and smooths out the edges.  Given her excellent grades, being good at helping her parents, and a fantastic older sister, Bella figures she has it all under control.  Her Dad drinks plenty and her grandmother used to actually give her glasses of wine.  She's not addicted and she has it all under control.  Under control, that is, until she starts having black outs and ends up almost dead on her own front porch.

Involuntarily sent to rehab by her parents, she has to confront a host of demons that have brought her down to this point.  It's hard going as she sorts out her family's attitude towards alcohol, her poor coping strategies, and her resistance to seeking help.  There are small victories, but she keeps making mistakes, suffering one relapse after another, and discovering that the path to sobriety and healthy living is a lifetime journey.

At nearly 450 pages, this is a long read.  And while the pacing is sometimes off (the pre-rehab material has a really slow start while the post-rehab stuff went by far too quickly), it's hard to identify anything that could have been effectively cut.  This is a very thorough story and well-told.  Bella's addiction and the reasons for it are clear and the obstacles she faces equally straightforward.  Whether you want to read such a detailed story of alcoholism is another matter, but if watching Bella hit rock bottom and pull herself out feeds an emotional need for a story of redemption, then this is a pretty good read.  And no, there's no conclusive happy ending here.  By the last pages, we can see that Bella has made progress but backsliding is just a page away and nothing in the book suggests that Bella's life will be happily ever after.  That felt right.