Monday, January 19, 2026
Finding Lost, by Holly Goldberg Sloan
Saturday, January 17, 2026
The Best Worst Summer of Esme Sun, by Wendy Wan-Long Shang
Thursday, January 15, 2026
Hangry Hearts, by Jennifer Chen
Friday, January 09, 2026
A Guide to Falling Off the Map, by Zanni L Arnot
Sunday, January 04, 2026
Under the Fading Sky, by Cynthia Kadohata
They are not stupid. They know drugs are bad, but everyone's parents smoked dope and they ended up alright. So, doing a little vaping isn't going to harm anything. And maybe taking some pills too, because why not? And life without the vaping and the pills is just so unbearable. Soon enough they find they are hooked and can't figure out how it all got so bad. And then it's too late.
Told through stream-of-conscious narration from Elijah's deceptively intuitive and insightful voice, this is a very slow and subtle descent into drug addiction. It takes nearly a third of the book before the drugs even start to show up and everything just coasts in a muddled haze until that seems deceptively easy to take control over. But by the end we're witnessing truly horrendous events.
The novel is something of a literary triumph for how it recreates the way that addictions ensnare their victims with a false sense of security and self-control. It is very hard to nail down exactly when Elijah and his friends lose their ability to control events but it is clear by the end that they have no agency left. To really nail home the message, the ambivalent conclusion pulls no punches and refuses to deliver anything remotely feel-good.
It's really one of the most realistic stories about addiction I've read in YA. That surprised me as Kadohata has not previously impressed me all that much as an author. But she's found a subject that works well for her and produced a stunning character portrait. Because of its languid pacing, this is a difficult book to get into, but it grows on you the deeper the characters fall into the abyss.






